You had no idea how much I loved you.
Things I wish I had the courage to say to you
I can't bring myself to delete the photos and videos from my phone, because the smile on your face the day we first met is something I don't ever want to forget.
I wish I could still make you smile like that now, but that's just selfish of me. More than anything I hope that you'll be that happy again, heck I hope you'll be even happier.
I'm not bitter or resentful towards you in any way, because you did the right thing. I hope that you realise your worth and that you are and will always be enough.
I'll always be here for you and I'll always have your back (even if that is from a distance) I'm grateful for the amount of time we did get to spend together no matter how little that turned out to be.
I want to thank you, you've given me the push I needed to take some time for myself. To finally start to address and deal with my demons that I've been ignoring for way too long, to better myself, to try and be the best version of me.
There are so many songs that I will forever link with you. Some of which you will have never even heard.
I'll always have love for you.
Here's to the future, I hope to see you flourish. I hope that for myself too .
“I start to imagine a world where we don’t collide And it’s making me sick but we’ll heal and the sun will rise If you tell me you’re leaving, I’ll make it easy It’ll be okay And if we can’t stop the bleeding We don’t have to fix it, we don’t have to stay I will love you either way”
— It’ll be okay
New addition to the always growing family. Alfred the sphynx cat.
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